1 00:00:05,396 --> 00:00:07,572 [ Siren wailing ] 2 00:00:07,616 --> 00:00:09,096 [ Telephone rings in distance ] 3 00:00:09,139 --> 00:00:13,274 Woman: ♪ I watch the work of my kin, bold and boyful ♪ 4 00:00:13,317 --> 00:00:17,800 ♪ Toying somewhere between love and abuse ♪ 5 00:00:17,843 --> 00:00:21,804 ♪ Calling to join them, the wretched and joyful ♪ 6 00:00:21,847 --> 00:00:26,374 ♪ Shaking the wings of their terrible youth ♪ 7 00:00:26,417 --> 00:00:30,639 ♪ Freshly disowned in some frozen devotion ♪ 8 00:00:30,682 --> 00:00:34,817 ♪ No more alone or myself could I be ♪ 9 00:00:34,860 --> 00:00:39,474 ♪ Looks like I strayed to the arms that were open ♪ 10 00:00:39,517 --> 00:00:43,347 ♪ No shortage of sordid, no protest from me ♪ 11 00:00:43,391 --> 00:00:47,438 ♪ With her sweetened breath and her tongue so mean ♪ 12 00:00:47,482 --> 00:00:51,747 ♪ She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene ♪ 13 00:00:51,790 --> 00:00:56,578 Angus and Jesse: ♪ With her straw-blonde hair, her arms hard and lean ♪ 14 00:00:56,621 --> 00:01:01,322 ♪ She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene ♪ 15 00:01:01,365 --> 00:01:05,326 Elliot and Mario: ♪ Feeling more human and hooked on her flesh ♪ 16 00:01:05,369 --> 00:01:09,852 ♪ I lay my heart down with the rest at her feet ♪ 17 00:01:09,895 --> 00:01:13,899 ♪ Fresh from the fields, all fetor and fertile ♪ 18 00:01:13,943 --> 00:01:17,860 ♪ It's bloody and raw, but I swear it is sweet ♪ 19 00:01:17,903 --> 00:01:22,734 ♪ With her sweetened breath and her tongue so mean ♪ 20 00:01:22,778 --> 00:01:27,043 ♪ She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene ♪ 21 00:01:27,087 --> 00:01:31,134 ♪ With her straw-blonde hair, her arms hard and lean ♪ 22 00:01:31,178 --> 00:01:36,357 ♪ She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene ♪ 23 00:01:36,400 --> 00:01:40,578 ♪ Leash-less confusion, I'll wander the concrete ♪ 24 00:01:40,622 --> 00:01:44,713 ♪ Wonder if better now having survived ♪ 25 00:01:44,756 --> 00:01:49,109 ♪ Jarring of judgment and reasons defeat ♪ 26 00:01:49,152 --> 00:01:53,069 ♪ The sweet heat of her breath in my mouth, I'm alive ♪ 27 00:01:53,113 --> 00:01:57,117 ♪ With her sweetened breath and her tongue so mean ♪ 28 00:01:57,160 --> 00:02:01,904 ♪ She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene ♪ 29 00:02:01,947 --> 00:02:05,908 ♪ With her straw-blonde hair, her arms hard and lean ♪ 30 00:02:05,951 --> 00:02:10,565 ♪ She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene ♪ 31 00:02:10,608 --> 00:02:14,699 ♪ With her sweetened breath and her tongue so mean ♪ 32 00:02:14,743 --> 00:02:18,964 ♪ She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene ♪ 33 00:02:19,008 --> 00:02:23,447 ♪ With her straw-blonde hair, her arms hard and lean ♪ 34 00:02:23,491 --> 00:02:28,496 ♪ She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene ♪ 35 00:02:28,539 --> 00:02:30,672 [ Song fades out ]Meryl? 36 00:02:30,715 --> 00:02:32,413 Meryl, can you hear me? 37 00:02:32,456 --> 00:02:34,110 Are you still having trouble speaking? 38 00:02:34,154 --> 00:02:36,112 Me? No! 39 00:02:36,156 --> 00:02:38,158 I'm wonderful. 40 00:02:39,724 --> 00:02:41,204 I'll be right back. 41 00:02:41,248 --> 00:02:43,902 -Put that camera down. -Just the man I was lookin' for. 42 00:02:43,946 --> 00:02:46,557 Okay, why did I ever agree to this? 43 00:02:46,601 --> 00:02:48,124 Because there's a great story here. 44 00:02:48,168 --> 00:02:50,822 I mean, I've been filmin' all this, and it's insane. 45 00:02:50,866 --> 00:02:52,433 We're in code black all the time. 46 00:02:52,476 --> 00:02:54,130 And we're the most effective E.R. in the country. 47 00:02:54,174 --> 00:02:56,611 Yeah, you know, my dad's given a lot of money to this hospital. 48 00:02:56,654 --> 00:02:58,830 How much more would he have to donate to fix the whole thing? 49 00:02:58,874 --> 00:03:00,092 Never be in code black again. 50 00:03:00,136 --> 00:03:02,138 -$2 billion. -Wow. 51 00:03:02,182 --> 00:03:03,966 A year. 52 00:03:04,009 --> 00:03:06,142 Guess I'll just learn to love the chaos. 53 00:03:06,186 --> 00:03:07,752 You see chaos? 54 00:03:07,796 --> 00:03:11,539 I see beauty and truth. 55 00:03:11,582 --> 00:03:14,194 Okay. 56 00:03:14,237 --> 00:03:15,847 [ Siren wailing ] 57 00:03:15,891 --> 00:03:18,459 Ethan: You eat a lot. 58 00:03:18,502 --> 00:03:20,809 Cheeseburgers, protein bars. 59 00:03:20,852 --> 00:03:22,724 It's bad enough you're on a permanent ride along with me. 60 00:03:22,767 --> 00:03:24,508 Now you're my nutritionist, too? 61 00:03:24,552 --> 00:03:26,118 Just noticing. 62 00:03:26,162 --> 00:03:28,730 Mm. I have long shifts, have to keep my metabolism up. 63 00:03:28,773 --> 00:03:31,472 Looks like it's workin'. 64 00:03:31,515 --> 00:03:32,995 Man: Coming up. 65 00:03:33,038 --> 00:03:34,475 ♪♪ 66 00:03:34,518 --> 00:03:36,738 [ Brakes squeal ] 67 00:03:36,781 --> 00:03:38,827 Rox: I got the passenger side. 68 00:03:38,870 --> 00:03:41,525 Ethan: Whoa, whoa, whoa! Easy, easy, easy, easy. 69 00:03:41,569 --> 00:03:43,092 -Oh, thank god you're here. -Easy. 70 00:03:43,135 --> 00:03:44,833 She can't move. You gotta get her out. 71 00:03:44,876 --> 00:03:46,051 -What's your name? -Danny. 72 00:03:46,095 --> 00:03:47,662 -All right, what's her name? -Abigail. 73 00:03:47,705 --> 00:03:49,490 She's in bad shape. You gotta help her. 74 00:03:49,533 --> 00:03:51,666 -Okay, pulse is 110 and strong. -[ Labored breathing ] 75 00:03:51,709 --> 00:03:53,233 Abigail, can you move your legs? Do you think you can slide out? 76 00:03:53,276 --> 00:03:56,627 Ah! I can't. God, I'm stuck! 77 00:03:56,671 --> 00:03:57,889 Her legs are pinned under the dash. 78 00:03:57,933 --> 00:03:59,239 I'm stuck. [ Cries ] 79 00:03:59,282 --> 00:04:01,676 I can't open the door. 80 00:04:01,719 --> 00:04:04,026 ♪♪ 81 00:04:04,069 --> 00:04:07,203 [ Crying ] 82 00:04:07,247 --> 00:04:09,031 We're not gonna get her out of here by ourselves. 83 00:04:09,074 --> 00:04:10,772 We need the jaws of life! 84 00:04:10,815 --> 00:04:12,513 What's the ETA on that engine crew? 85 00:04:12,556 --> 00:04:14,036 What's going on? What's happening? 86 00:04:14,079 --> 00:04:16,560 I need you to be calm so she's calm. 87 00:04:16,604 --> 00:04:17,909 Need you to be a cheerleader right now, okay? 88 00:04:17,953 --> 00:04:19,520 -Yeah, okay. -[ Abigail sobs ] 89 00:04:19,563 --> 00:04:21,217 I used to be a cheerleader in college. 90 00:04:21,261 --> 00:04:22,871 Good. Then you got that covered. 91 00:04:22,914 --> 00:04:24,525 [ Exhales sharply ] I wasn't even driving that fast. 92 00:04:24,568 --> 00:04:26,527 That guy, he just walked in the middle of the road -- 93 00:04:26,570 --> 00:04:28,050 Got -- What -- what guy? 94 00:04:28,093 --> 00:04:29,660 The one I hit. 95 00:04:29,704 --> 00:04:31,923 Another one! 96 00:04:31,967 --> 00:04:34,186 Stay with him.Woman over radio: Truck is 10 minutes out. 97 00:04:34,230 --> 00:04:35,536 Man over radio: Rescue 15, copy. 10 minutes. 98 00:04:35,579 --> 00:04:36,841 Ethan: There! 99 00:04:36,885 --> 00:04:43,021 ♪♪ 100 00:04:43,065 --> 00:04:44,806 Shallow breath sounds. 101 00:04:44,849 --> 00:04:47,287 Pupils reactive, sluggish. Could be a brain bleed. 102 00:04:49,985 --> 00:04:52,248 -Seat belt sign. -There's another car. 103 00:04:52,292 --> 00:04:55,077 This is right to left. 104 00:04:55,120 --> 00:04:56,818 He's the passenger. 105 00:04:56,861 --> 00:04:58,907 -Rox: Where's the driver? -The guardrail's broken. 106 00:04:58,950 --> 00:05:00,300 The lake's down there. 107 00:05:00,343 --> 00:05:01,736 All right, stay with him. I'm gonna go. 108 00:05:01,779 --> 00:05:04,782 No, you stay! Willis! You stay, I'll go! 109 00:05:04,826 --> 00:05:06,915 Ethan! 110 00:05:06,958 --> 00:05:08,786 ♪♪ 111 00:05:20,015 --> 00:05:29,981 ♪♪ 112 00:05:30,025 --> 00:05:33,289 ♪♪ 113 00:05:33,333 --> 00:05:36,597 [ Metal creaking ] 114 00:05:36,640 --> 00:05:38,076 [ Gasps ] 115 00:05:39,774 --> 00:05:43,038 [ Metal creaking ] 116 00:05:47,825 --> 00:05:49,261 Get you out of here. 117 00:05:49,305 --> 00:05:50,567 [ Inhales deeply ] 118 00:05:50,611 --> 00:05:59,402 ♪♪ 119 00:05:59,446 --> 00:06:01,448 ♪♪ 120 00:06:01,491 --> 00:06:03,275 Ethan? 121 00:06:03,319 --> 00:06:05,452 Multiple facial fractures and abrasions. 122 00:06:05,495 --> 00:06:08,150 Let's get a C-collar on her. 123 00:06:09,456 --> 00:06:10,674 She's still breathing. 124 00:06:13,155 --> 00:06:15,462 You fainted during rehearsal, Mr. Glanton? 125 00:06:15,505 --> 00:06:17,202 [ British accent ] Miles, please. 126 00:06:17,246 --> 00:06:19,117 -Thought you knew him. -I know of him. 127 00:06:19,161 --> 00:06:21,119 How come you've heard of me? I'm hardly famous. 128 00:06:21,163 --> 00:06:22,686 You were in the first ballet I ever saw. 129 00:06:22,730 --> 00:06:24,471 I've seen you perform a dozen times, actually, 130 00:06:24,514 --> 00:06:26,168 including your solos. 131 00:06:26,211 --> 00:06:28,562 Those were few and far between. She's being kind. 132 00:06:28,605 --> 00:06:31,739 I'm in the corps de ballet. I'm basically an extra. 133 00:06:31,782 --> 00:06:35,220 When you danced Tristan, your stage presence? 134 00:06:35,264 --> 00:06:37,005 You jump crazy high, too. 135 00:06:37,048 --> 00:06:40,661 Not high enough to be a principal. 136 00:06:40,704 --> 00:06:43,446 So how long did you dance for, Dr. Kean? 137 00:06:43,490 --> 00:06:47,494 It's Noa. Uh, long enough to tear my meniscus twice. 138 00:06:47,537 --> 00:06:49,278 I'll see you and raise you 139 00:06:49,321 --> 00:06:52,020 a torn ACL, LCL, andMorton's Neuroma. 140 00:06:52,063 --> 00:06:54,501 You know, my family -- they're huge patrons of the arts. 141 00:06:54,544 --> 00:06:57,286 I never cared much for dance, just the dancers. 142 00:06:57,329 --> 00:06:59,244 [ Telephone rings in distance ] 143 00:06:59,288 --> 00:07:01,116 Do you have any other symptoms, Miles? 144 00:07:01,159 --> 00:07:03,423 I-I think I'm just pushing myself too hard. 145 00:07:03,466 --> 00:07:05,381 Company's hired a guest choreographer, 146 00:07:05,425 --> 00:07:07,514 and he wants me to dance Prince Siegfried. 147 00:07:07,557 --> 00:07:10,386 -That's amazing. -At my age, it's a miracle. 148 00:07:10,430 --> 00:07:12,083 All right, well, we're gonna run a few tests, 149 00:07:12,127 --> 00:07:15,217 make sure you're okay. But I want house seats. Deal? 150 00:07:15,260 --> 00:07:16,523 Deal. 151 00:07:16,566 --> 00:07:19,134 C-spine's unknown, so drive carefully. 152 00:07:19,177 --> 00:07:20,570 All right, let's go. You're going with him. 153 00:07:20,614 --> 00:07:22,703 I'll stay with Abigail till Search and Rescue gets here. 154 00:07:22,746 --> 00:07:24,487 No way. I'm not leaving without Abigail. 155 00:07:24,531 --> 00:07:26,097 -She'll be right behind you. -Hey, Willis, we gotta move now. 156 00:07:26,141 --> 00:07:27,708 I'm not going. 157 00:07:27,751 --> 00:07:30,101 [ Radio chatter ] 158 00:07:30,145 --> 00:07:32,190 All right, go on ahead. 159 00:07:32,234 --> 00:07:33,496 Now what?[ Engine starts ] 160 00:07:33,540 --> 00:07:35,280 Keep her stable. 161 00:07:35,324 --> 00:07:36,804 Got everything I need in my bag. 162 00:07:36,847 --> 00:07:38,545 [ Siren wailing ]Except a way to get her out of there. 163 00:07:38,588 --> 00:07:40,547 You wanted to stay. 164 00:07:40,590 --> 00:07:43,201 Be strong. 165 00:07:43,245 --> 00:07:45,552 Unidentified 20-ish-year-old female found down in a car 166 00:07:45,595 --> 00:07:48,206 submerged in the river. I aspirated, intubated en route. 167 00:07:48,250 --> 00:07:49,469 Got it. Let's go. 168 00:07:49,512 --> 00:07:51,427 Driver's license says Bryan Reeves. 169 00:07:51,471 --> 00:07:54,125 54-year-old male found minimally responsive on scene. 170 00:07:54,169 --> 00:07:56,084 He was a passenger in that submerged car. 171 00:07:56,127 --> 00:07:58,390 He managed to extricate himself, get back on the road, 172 00:07:58,434 --> 00:07:59,827 only to be hit by a different car. 173 00:07:59,870 --> 00:08:01,437 Wait. What? 174 00:08:01,481 --> 00:08:03,352 Somebody needs to get this guy a bus pass. 175 00:08:03,395 --> 00:08:05,659 Ethan: Need to get a closer look at that leg. 176 00:08:05,702 --> 00:08:07,530 [ Fabric rips ][ Groans ] 177 00:08:07,574 --> 00:08:09,489 You have a serious leg injury. You're losing a lot of blood. 178 00:08:09,532 --> 00:08:11,752 You gotta get her out of there. 179 00:08:11,795 --> 00:08:14,102 Okay, right now, I gotta get some fluids in her. Would you hand me my kit? 180 00:08:14,145 --> 00:08:15,799 ♪♪ 181 00:08:15,843 --> 00:08:17,148 [ Unzips bag ] 182 00:08:17,192 --> 00:08:19,629 [ Drill whirs ] 183 00:08:19,673 --> 00:08:21,326 What the hell is that for? 184 00:08:21,370 --> 00:08:23,111 I can't find a vein because you're dehydrated, 185 00:08:23,154 --> 00:08:24,460 but I've gotta get some fluids into you, 186 00:08:24,504 --> 00:08:26,201 so I'm gonna drill it directly into your bone. 187 00:08:26,244 --> 00:08:27,637 Oh, my God. 188 00:08:27,681 --> 00:08:31,293 -[ Exhaling deeply ] -Just breathe, Danny. It's okay. 189 00:08:31,336 --> 00:08:32,599 This is all my fault. 190 00:08:32,642 --> 00:08:34,514 -No, it's not. -Oh, come on. For 15 years, 191 00:08:34,557 --> 00:08:36,559 you've been telling me what a terrible driver I am. 192 00:08:36,603 --> 00:08:39,127 15 years. Congratulations. 193 00:08:39,170 --> 00:08:41,695 Oh, no. We're not together like that. 194 00:08:41,738 --> 00:08:44,480 Abigail -- she married my best friend. 195 00:08:44,524 --> 00:08:46,134 How bad is this gonna hurt? 196 00:08:46,177 --> 00:08:47,396 [ Exhales slowly, inhales deeply ] 197 00:08:47,439 --> 00:08:49,137 Cheerleader. Remember? 198 00:08:49,180 --> 00:08:50,530 [ Exhales deeply ] 199 00:08:50,573 --> 00:08:52,619 [ Drill whirring ] 200 00:08:52,662 --> 00:08:54,795 [ Screams ] 201 00:08:54,838 --> 00:08:57,624 ♪♪ 202 00:08:57,667 --> 00:08:59,408 Anybody ID her yet? 203 00:08:59,451 --> 00:09:00,757 No. 204 00:09:00,801 --> 00:09:02,498 Decreased breath sounds on his left side. 205 00:09:02,542 --> 00:09:04,544 FAST shows fluid on his left lung. 206 00:09:04,587 --> 00:09:05,806 Let's get him ready for a chest tube. 207 00:09:05,849 --> 00:09:08,548 Hey, guys, this is Congressman Reeves. 208 00:09:08,591 --> 00:09:10,550 Well, it doesn't change the fact that he also has 209 00:09:10,593 --> 00:09:12,552 a dislocated right shoulder. Let's put it back in. 210 00:09:12,595 --> 00:09:14,423 They were in the same car. His daughter, maybe? 211 00:09:14,466 --> 00:09:15,511 Reeves doesn't have a daughter. 212 00:09:15,555 --> 00:09:17,165 I'm thinking flavor of the month. 213 00:09:17,208 --> 00:09:19,559 Dr. Avila, we do not speculate on the private lives 214 00:09:19,602 --> 00:09:22,562 of our patients. Get over here on the right side.[ Reeves groans ] 215 00:09:22,605 --> 00:09:24,781 Dr. Dixon, you grab the sheets. 216 00:09:24,825 --> 00:09:26,653 Take the lower forearm. 217 00:09:26,696 --> 00:09:28,524 And now you're gonna pull against Dr. Avila 218 00:09:28,568 --> 00:09:29,786 and rotate internally. 219 00:09:29,830 --> 00:09:31,309 Pull, pull, pull. Pull, pull, pull. Go. 220 00:09:31,353 --> 00:09:32,702 [ Bone cracks ]Aah! 221 00:09:32,746 --> 00:09:34,225 -Leanne: Good. -[ Reeves groans ] 222 00:09:34,269 --> 00:09:35,923 -[ Risa speaks indistinctly ] -Good. 223 00:09:35,966 --> 00:09:38,490 -Ma'am, you can't go in there. -Okay, this is unacceptable. 224 00:09:38,534 --> 00:09:40,188 Rise: Please hold on for one sec while I --That would be the wife. 225 00:09:40,231 --> 00:09:41,493 He needs to be in a private room. 226 00:09:41,537 --> 00:09:42,843 -This is a security issue. -I know -- 227 00:09:42,886 --> 00:09:44,627 Leanne: Right now, ma'am, it's a medical one. 228 00:09:44,671 --> 00:09:45,889 You need to stand back and let us do our jobs. All right? 229 00:09:45,933 --> 00:09:47,891 Yes, but, well, is he gonna be okay? 230 00:09:47,935 --> 00:09:49,371 We'll know more after a CT scan. 231 00:09:49,414 --> 00:09:50,764 That's where we're headed right now. 232 00:09:50,807 --> 00:09:53,636 Ma'am, we haven't been able to identify this patient. 233 00:09:53,680 --> 00:09:55,551 Would you know who she is?Leanne: Hold on, let me unplug here. 234 00:09:55,595 --> 00:09:57,858 It's Cameron. 235 00:09:57,901 --> 00:09:59,468 It's Cameron Lucero. 236 00:09:59,511 --> 00:10:02,689 She's a staffer who works... for the Congressman. 237 00:10:02,732 --> 00:10:04,647 Told ya. 238 00:10:04,691 --> 00:10:06,475 Let's go. 239 00:10:06,518 --> 00:10:08,216 Recently, I've started having visions. 240 00:10:08,259 --> 00:10:09,696 Bright, vibrant. 241 00:10:09,739 --> 00:10:11,480 Okay, Meryl is a psychic medium. 242 00:10:11,523 --> 00:10:12,829 A client dropped her off. 243 00:10:12,873 --> 00:10:14,396 They thought she was exhibiting some stroke-like -- 244 00:10:14,439 --> 00:10:15,876 I read the charts. Why are you bothering me? 245 00:10:15,919 --> 00:10:17,312 Go back upstairs. 246 00:10:17,355 --> 00:10:19,488 I'm rounding for surgical issues. 247 00:10:19,531 --> 00:10:22,578 No, you're not. You miss us. 248 00:10:22,622 --> 00:10:23,884 You may have had a small stroke. 249 00:10:23,927 --> 00:10:26,582 And your blood pressure's 250 over 120. 250 00:10:26,626 --> 00:10:30,717 I ordered a CVC, CMP, and a head CT. 251 00:10:30,760 --> 00:10:33,633 Add a pelvic and abdominal CT. 252 00:10:33,676 --> 00:10:35,765 Those classic cars can act up, 253 00:10:35,809 --> 00:10:38,246 but the Impala's a hell of a vehicle. 254 00:10:38,289 --> 00:10:40,727 ♪♪ 255 00:10:40,770 --> 00:10:43,381 That's his car -- a '75 Impala. 256 00:10:43,425 --> 00:10:45,514 [ Laughs ] Wow. 257 00:10:45,557 --> 00:10:47,777 Nice try. I was just on the phone with my mechanic, 258 00:10:47,821 --> 00:10:49,649 and you overheard me. 259 00:10:49,692 --> 00:10:52,303 I meet with a lot of skepticism because of my gifts. 260 00:10:52,347 --> 00:10:54,436 Right. "Gifts." 261 00:10:54,479 --> 00:10:56,481 I see things, 262 00:10:56,525 --> 00:10:58,788 how they really are. 263 00:10:58,832 --> 00:11:00,268 What -- what about me? 264 00:11:00,311 --> 00:11:02,357 Are you -- are you getting any vibes? 265 00:11:02,400 --> 00:11:03,967 Oh, yes. 266 00:11:04,011 --> 00:11:07,536 You're a poet, Dr. Leighton. 267 00:11:07,579 --> 00:11:08,929 Oh, my God. 268 00:11:08,972 --> 00:11:12,541 Mm-hmm. 269 00:11:12,584 --> 00:11:15,022 Danny, when they get me out of here, 270 00:11:15,065 --> 00:11:16,632 don't forget to bring Rick. 271 00:11:16,676 --> 00:11:17,938 Who's Rick? 272 00:11:17,981 --> 00:11:21,419 Abigail's husband. He -- he died a year ago. 273 00:11:21,463 --> 00:11:23,726 Cancer. 274 00:11:23,770 --> 00:11:26,424 We were headed to Big Sur to spread his ashes. 275 00:11:26,468 --> 00:11:28,600 Rick and I went up there all the time. 276 00:11:28,644 --> 00:11:32,779 He loved it. It was, you know, our place. 277 00:11:32,822 --> 00:11:33,910 Are you married, Dr. Willis? 278 00:11:33,954 --> 00:11:35,695 Oh, no. No, no. 279 00:11:35,738 --> 00:11:37,348 Girlfriend? 280 00:11:37,392 --> 00:11:39,481 [ Chuckles ] No, no, no, no. 281 00:11:39,524 --> 00:11:41,744 -That's a lot of no's. -Lots of no's. 282 00:11:41,788 --> 00:11:44,312 Well, it's pretty much the perfect amount of no's. 283 00:11:44,355 --> 00:11:46,314 -[ Danny chuckles ] -[ Shallow breaths ] 284 00:11:46,357 --> 00:11:48,969 -Whoa. Whoa. -Whoa, Abigail? Stay with me. 285 00:11:49,012 --> 00:11:50,710 -[ Groans ] -She's lost too much blood. 286 00:11:50,753 --> 00:11:52,799 I can't keep the fluids in her. Pulse is thready. 287 00:11:52,842 --> 00:11:54,452 What does that mean? 288 00:11:54,496 --> 00:11:56,803 I thought she was getting better. 289 00:11:56,846 --> 00:11:58,326 When are they gonna be back?She's losing too much blood. We gotta get her out of here. 290 00:11:58,369 --> 00:11:59,762 Do you have anything, like a crowbar? 291 00:11:59,806 --> 00:12:01,459 I thought you needed the jaws of life? 292 00:12:01,503 --> 00:12:03,418 We don't have time. 293 00:12:03,461 --> 00:12:04,462 We gotta get her out of here. 294 00:12:10,381 --> 00:12:11,861 Look, he really needs a private room. 295 00:12:11,905 --> 00:12:14,472 With all due respect, we can't afford to pamper our patients. 296 00:12:14,516 --> 00:12:16,474 Go. I got it.Woman: I understand, but maybe there's some other place... 297 00:12:16,518 --> 00:12:17,954 How you doing, Congressman? 298 00:12:17,998 --> 00:12:20,087 He would be better in a private room. 299 00:12:21,392 --> 00:12:23,786 You were out for a while, 300 00:12:23,830 --> 00:12:26,615 but luckily, your CT scans were all normal. 301 00:12:26,658 --> 00:12:29,444 You've likely suffered a mild concussion. 302 00:12:29,487 --> 00:12:31,011 We'll have to monitor overnight. 303 00:12:31,054 --> 00:12:33,578 -What about her? -You mean the staffer? 304 00:12:35,450 --> 00:12:37,757 Leanne: She's stable. 305 00:12:37,800 --> 00:12:40,368 She suffered a traumatic brain injury. 306 00:12:40,411 --> 00:12:42,022 We won't know the extent of it till she wakes up. 307 00:12:42,065 --> 00:12:43,719 She's a good kid. 308 00:12:43,763 --> 00:12:45,503 She was one of my wife's students. 309 00:12:45,547 --> 00:12:46,766 That's how she got the job. 310 00:12:46,809 --> 00:12:47,941 She was driving me home from the office, 311 00:12:47,984 --> 00:12:49,986 and a deer jumped in front of a car. 312 00:12:50,030 --> 00:12:51,988 -She swerved to miss it. -Mm. 313 00:12:52,032 --> 00:12:54,861 -She wouldn't hurt a thing. -You almost drowned, Bryan. 314 00:12:54,904 --> 00:12:56,384 She nearly killed you. 315 00:12:56,427 --> 00:12:57,951 I tried to flag down help. 316 00:12:57,994 --> 00:13:00,040 Truck came out of nowhere. 317 00:13:00,083 --> 00:13:01,519 [ Groans ] 318 00:13:01,563 --> 00:13:04,871 Could I have a word with you in private? 319 00:13:04,914 --> 00:13:07,656 [ Indistinct conversations ] 320 00:13:07,699 --> 00:13:08,875 [ Curtain rings swoosh ] 321 00:13:08,918 --> 00:13:12,008 Look, The optics of this are fraught. 322 00:13:12,052 --> 00:13:15,446 I assure you, press is not allowed back here. 323 00:13:15,490 --> 00:13:20,495 Well, I hope not, for everyone's sake. 324 00:13:20,538 --> 00:13:24,629 [ Telephone ringing in distance ] 325 00:13:24,673 --> 00:13:26,588 Told you she gave him a ride. 326 00:13:26,631 --> 00:13:28,677 Dude, I have to concentrate, okay? 327 00:13:28,720 --> 00:13:30,897 You know, my cousin "interned" on the Hill. 328 00:13:30,940 --> 00:13:32,072 You wouldn't believe the stories. 329 00:13:32,115 --> 00:13:33,725 Look, I don't wanna hear her stories. 330 00:13:33,769 --> 00:13:37,077 His. Sexist. It's a guy.[ Sighs ] 331 00:13:37,120 --> 00:13:38,600 Avila. 332 00:13:38,643 --> 00:13:41,646 Sides 13. You can go now. 333 00:13:41,690 --> 00:13:42,822 Fecal impaction? 334 00:13:44,649 --> 00:13:46,564 And, Dr. Dixon, he's your junior. 335 00:13:46,608 --> 00:13:49,480 You're a second here. Set an example. 336 00:13:49,524 --> 00:13:50,612 Yeah. 337 00:13:50,655 --> 00:13:52,875 Elliot. 338 00:13:52,919 --> 00:13:55,138 You need to stop thinking about it. 339 00:13:55,182 --> 00:13:58,576 Detective Gomez is dead, and you can't bring him back. 340 00:13:58,620 --> 00:14:02,580 Whatever mistakes you made, let them go, 341 00:14:02,624 --> 00:14:04,844 or you'll just end up making more. 342 00:14:04,887 --> 00:14:07,716 Okay? Go. 343 00:14:09,152 --> 00:14:10,458 [ Sighs ] 344 00:14:10,501 --> 00:14:11,807 ♪♪ 345 00:14:11,851 --> 00:14:13,113 -Danny: Okay. -Ethan: Good. 346 00:14:13,156 --> 00:14:15,115 -You got a jack for that? -Yeah. 347 00:14:15,158 --> 00:14:16,856 [ Metal clangs ] 348 00:14:16,899 --> 00:14:21,469 ♪♪ 349 00:14:21,512 --> 00:14:23,688 All right, I'm gonna try to use this to wedge this up. 350 00:14:23,732 --> 00:14:25,081 Give us some room so we can pull her out.[ Abigail groaning ] 351 00:14:25,125 --> 00:14:26,778 All right? I'll tell you when we're there. 352 00:14:26,822 --> 00:14:28,476 [ Jack cranking ][ Blood spurting ] 353 00:14:28,519 --> 00:14:30,173 Oh, god! She's bleeding more now! 354 00:14:30,217 --> 00:14:32,219 When this is wide enough, you're gonna pull her, 355 00:14:32,262 --> 00:14:34,525 and I'm gonna have to bend her femur back to get her free. 356 00:14:34,569 --> 00:14:36,832 Her femur?! Are you sure you know what you're doing? 357 00:14:36,876 --> 00:14:38,138 -Okay, we're ready. -Oh, my God. 358 00:14:38,181 --> 00:14:39,748 We have to wait for the jaws of life. 359 00:14:39,791 --> 00:14:41,184 -We can't do this alone. -Danny. 360 00:14:41,228 --> 00:14:42,969 If we wait, she dies. 361 00:14:43,012 --> 00:14:44,100 -[ Groans ] -Ethan: Pull. 362 00:14:44,144 --> 00:14:46,929 -One, two, three. -I'm sorry, Abby. 363 00:14:46,973 --> 00:14:48,888 -Pull. Go! -[ Groaning ] 364 00:14:48,931 --> 00:14:50,498 [ Abigail screams ] 365 00:14:50,541 --> 00:14:54,502 [ Shouts, breathing heavily ] 366 00:14:54,545 --> 00:14:56,112 [ Groans ] 367 00:14:58,027 --> 00:14:59,681 Did we save her?Not yet. Hold her still. Don't let her move. 368 00:14:59,724 --> 00:15:00,987 Okay. 369 00:15:01,030 --> 00:15:02,553 [ Groans ] 370 00:15:02,597 --> 00:15:03,946 [ Bone cracks ] 371 00:15:03,990 --> 00:15:04,991 All right, give me some gauze. 372 00:15:05,034 --> 00:15:06,514 -Gauze. -Yeah. 373 00:15:06,557 --> 00:15:08,777 Uh...yes. Okay. 374 00:15:08,820 --> 00:15:09,909 -This is gauze, right? -Yeah. 375 00:15:09,952 --> 00:15:11,780 Okay. 376 00:15:11,823 --> 00:15:14,783 ♪♪ 377 00:15:14,826 --> 00:15:16,785 We saved her. We saved her, man. 378 00:15:16,828 --> 00:15:19,570 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 379 00:15:19,614 --> 00:15:21,746 Good job, Rox. 380 00:15:23,313 --> 00:15:25,141 Whoa, whoa, whoa. Wait, wait a minute. 381 00:15:25,185 --> 00:15:27,230 Yeah, I can't rehearse with no sleep. 382 00:15:27,274 --> 00:15:29,537 Can you call me with the results? E-mail works, too. 383 00:15:29,580 --> 00:15:31,147 Mr. Glanton, your C.T. scan shows 384 00:15:31,191 --> 00:15:34,672 a small thoracic aortic aneurysm that has dissected. 385 00:15:34,716 --> 00:15:36,544 Unfortunately, you're gonna need surgery. 386 00:15:36,587 --> 00:15:38,154 When? 387 00:15:38,198 --> 00:15:39,895 Well, first, we're gonna need to get your blood pressure down 388 00:15:39,939 --> 00:15:41,897 and we'll put you on a drip for 24 hours. 389 00:15:41,941 --> 00:15:46,206 Now, look, nothing is more important than this ballet. 390 00:15:46,249 --> 00:15:47,903 I realize how stupid that sounds. 391 00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:49,557 Not stupid. 392 00:15:49,600 --> 00:15:50,688 [ Indistinct conversations ] 393 00:15:50,732 --> 00:15:52,777 Mr. Glanton, you could die. 394 00:15:52,821 --> 00:15:56,738 I didn't spend 20 years in the corps de ballet 395 00:15:56,781 --> 00:16:00,611 taking 800 milligrams of Advil three times a day just to quit. 396 00:16:00,655 --> 00:16:02,831 Dr. Kean, please explain this to him. 397 00:16:05,051 --> 00:16:07,662 This is a very difficult decision for him. He -- 398 00:16:07,705 --> 00:16:11,709 Mr. Glanton, at least let us get your blood pressure down. 399 00:16:11,753 --> 00:16:13,320 Please. 400 00:16:13,363 --> 00:16:17,585 Fine. I'll do the drip tonight, and then I'm on my way. 401 00:16:17,628 --> 00:16:19,630 [ Clicks tongue ] 402 00:16:19,674 --> 00:16:22,242 [ Indistinct conversations ] 403 00:16:22,285 --> 00:16:25,245 You wanna explain to me what just happened in there? 404 00:16:25,288 --> 00:16:27,725 He's probably been living with this aneurysm for years, right? 405 00:16:27,769 --> 00:16:29,727 Yes, and it has dissected, and it's gonna kill him. 406 00:16:29,771 --> 00:16:31,033 That's what he needed to hear. 407 00:16:31,077 --> 00:16:32,948 If he doesn't dance, he's dead anyway. 408 00:16:32,992 --> 00:16:34,863 Listen, I understand his passion. 409 00:16:34,906 --> 00:16:36,996 It's not a passion. It's an obsession. 410 00:16:37,039 --> 00:16:38,736 It's the only way that it works. 411 00:16:38,780 --> 00:16:42,610 Dance isn't just a part of his life -- it ishis life. 412 00:16:42,653 --> 00:16:44,090 That was beautiful, Dr. Kean. 413 00:16:44,133 --> 00:16:47,702 But right now he doesn't need a patron of the arts. 414 00:16:47,745 --> 00:16:49,747 He needs a doctor. 415 00:16:49,791 --> 00:16:52,402 [ Telephone ringing in distance, indistinct conversations ] 416 00:16:54,143 --> 00:16:56,276 [ Groaning ] 417 00:16:56,319 --> 00:16:57,625 Leeann. 418 00:16:57,668 --> 00:16:59,279 [ Groaning ] 419 00:16:59,322 --> 00:17:01,107 Cameron? 420 00:17:01,150 --> 00:17:03,326 You're in the hospital. Don't try to speak. 421 00:17:03,370 --> 00:17:05,372 You were in an accident. 422 00:17:05,415 --> 00:17:06,764 [ Breathing heavily ] 423 00:17:06,808 --> 00:17:08,114 Okay, calm down. 424 00:17:08,157 --> 00:17:10,725 There's a tube in your throat to help you breathe. 425 00:17:10,768 --> 00:17:14,207 We're gonna take it out in a second. All right? 426 00:17:14,250 --> 00:17:16,122 Your mother's on a plane. 427 00:17:16,165 --> 00:17:19,647 She should be here by the morning, okay? 428 00:17:19,690 --> 00:17:21,779 Okay? 429 00:17:26,045 --> 00:17:29,091 "Does he know I'm alive?" Yes. He's asked about you. 430 00:17:29,135 --> 00:17:30,788 He's very concerned. 431 00:17:30,832 --> 00:17:34,923 [ Crying ] 432 00:17:34,966 --> 00:17:44,933 ♪♪ 433 00:17:44,976 --> 00:17:51,809 Okay. Okay. Shh. It's okay. 434 00:17:59,643 --> 00:18:02,168 He took the time to take my bracelet off of my wrist. 435 00:18:02,211 --> 00:18:08,522 That's the last thing I saw before -- before I passed out. 436 00:18:08,565 --> 00:18:11,090 The bracelet. 437 00:18:11,133 --> 00:18:12,482 It was a gift. 438 00:18:12,526 --> 00:18:14,397 From -- from him, he... 439 00:18:14,441 --> 00:18:17,357 He didn't want anybody to know about us 440 00:18:17,400 --> 00:18:18,749 when they found my body. 441 00:18:18,793 --> 00:18:21,578 You're going to have to notify the Sheriff on duty. 442 00:18:21,622 --> 00:18:23,058 He's going to want to ask you questions. 443 00:18:23,102 --> 00:18:25,147 No, I can't tell anybody. I just -- 444 00:18:25,191 --> 00:18:27,715 I need to get out of this hospital -- out of this state.Cameron. 445 00:18:27,758 --> 00:18:30,761 State. State. I need to know you can protect me. 446 00:18:30,805 --> 00:18:33,286 The authorities can protect you in this hospital. 447 00:18:33,329 --> 00:18:35,157 No, you don't know what these people are capable of. 448 00:18:35,201 --> 00:18:37,159 [ Door opens ][ Inhales sharply ] 449 00:18:37,203 --> 00:18:39,074 Willis just landed with two more from the road. 450 00:18:39,118 --> 00:18:40,815 One critical. 451 00:18:40,858 --> 00:18:43,165 Please don't leave me here. Please.[ Door closes ] 452 00:18:43,209 --> 00:18:44,427 Please don't leave me. 453 00:18:44,471 --> 00:18:46,560 You're in a private room. 454 00:18:46,603 --> 00:18:48,257 Nothing's gonna happen to you here. 455 00:18:48,301 --> 00:18:51,086 -Please. -You're in our house now. 456 00:18:51,130 --> 00:18:53,436 Come. 457 00:18:53,480 --> 00:18:55,699 So I have a tumor in my abdomen. 458 00:18:55,743 --> 00:18:57,353 It's not cancerous, but it is excreting 459 00:18:57,397 --> 00:19:00,095 multiple hormones that will eventually become toxic. 460 00:19:00,139 --> 00:19:02,097 It's also what's causing your visions. 461 00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:05,187 -Mario. -Oh, so now you're a believer? 462 00:19:05,231 --> 00:19:08,103 I am. In chemistry. 463 00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:10,366 All those elevated levels of serotonin, dopamine, 464 00:19:10,410 --> 00:19:13,326 and cortisol, could be affecting your brain chemistry, 465 00:19:13,369 --> 00:19:15,415 causing you to see things that aren't there. 466 00:19:15,458 --> 00:19:17,765 That's a busy tumor. 467 00:19:17,808 --> 00:19:20,115 I suppose you wanna cut it out of me. 468 00:19:20,159 --> 00:19:21,595 I've already scheduled you for surgery. 469 00:19:21,638 --> 00:19:23,771 I'll be assisting, scrubbing in with Dr. Campbell. 470 00:19:23,814 --> 00:19:27,427 Well, let's get to it. 471 00:19:27,470 --> 00:19:29,429 I'll be fine. I trust you. 472 00:19:29,472 --> 00:19:32,693 And you -- 473 00:19:32,736 --> 00:19:36,784 a bird can't fly if you're holding her by the wings. 474 00:19:37,828 --> 00:19:40,353 What are you talking about? 475 00:19:40,396 --> 00:19:43,834 You've got to let her fly, Mario. 476 00:19:43,878 --> 00:19:47,186 [ Indistinct conversations ] 477 00:19:48,622 --> 00:19:51,755 Why is it that a baby can be healed simply through 478 00:19:51,799 --> 00:19:54,628 skin to skin contact with its mother? 479 00:19:54,671 --> 00:19:56,499 I don't know. 480 00:19:56,543 --> 00:19:59,546 There are mysteries in this world that 481 00:19:59,589 --> 00:20:01,852 cannot be explained by science. 482 00:20:04,812 --> 00:20:08,598 What do you got?BP's 86 over 45, in and out of consciousness. 483 00:20:08,642 --> 00:20:10,687 -Gonna need a major transfusion. -Her name's Abigail. 484 00:20:10,731 --> 00:20:13,168 Out of the way, people. Look out! Coming through! 485 00:20:13,212 --> 00:20:14,952 Dr. Willis. Dr. Willis. 486 00:20:16,780 --> 00:20:19,522 -She has to live. -I know. 487 00:20:21,350 --> 00:20:23,309 Okay, Jesse, hang 3 units O-neg. 488 00:20:23,352 --> 00:20:24,919 Okay, hanging 3 units. Let's go. 489 00:20:24,962 --> 00:20:27,313 Tourniquet's just temporizing the bleed. We gotta get movin'. 490 00:20:27,356 --> 00:20:29,184 Well, it's nice to have you back, Dr. Willis.[ Clatter ] 491 00:20:29,228 --> 00:20:30,664 Thank you. 492 00:20:30,707 --> 00:20:33,188 -Jesse, start a central line. -Got it. 493 00:20:33,232 --> 00:20:34,320 Must've been interesting. 494 00:20:34,363 --> 00:20:35,843 the two of you out there together. 495 00:20:35,886 --> 00:20:39,325 I know her and I know you. [ Chuckles ] 496 00:20:39,368 --> 00:20:40,848 We're working out the kinks. 497 00:20:40,891 --> 00:20:44,417 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 498 00:20:44,460 --> 00:20:47,550 All right, we gotta get this artery closed. Need suction. 499 00:20:47,594 --> 00:20:49,335 -BP's dropping. -I got it. 500 00:20:49,378 --> 00:20:52,425 BP's too low. We're losing her.[ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 501 00:20:52,468 --> 00:20:54,209 Got it. 502 00:20:54,253 --> 00:20:57,299 BP's coming back up. Stabilizing. 503 00:20:57,343 --> 00:21:01,303 Heart rate's coming down.Great. Let's get her up to OR. Watch out, watch out. 504 00:21:01,347 --> 00:21:02,870 Goes up. 505 00:21:02,913 --> 00:21:06,526 Clear it out. Clear the hallway. Clear the hall. 506 00:21:06,569 --> 00:21:10,530 She's stable. All we can do now is wait. 507 00:21:13,924 --> 00:21:17,667 Thank you. Thank you. 508 00:21:17,711 --> 00:21:22,542 Hey. Thanks for the ride. Good teamwork. 509 00:21:22,585 --> 00:21:24,674 Oh, we a team now? 510 00:21:24,718 --> 00:21:27,590 Are we not? 511 00:21:27,634 --> 00:21:29,331 You should've never been down in that river. 512 00:21:29,375 --> 00:21:31,855 -I made a judgment call. -No, you were showboating. 513 00:21:31,899 --> 00:21:35,511 Are you trained in water rescue? No. But I am. 514 00:21:35,555 --> 00:21:36,991 Had things gone sideways down there, 515 00:21:37,034 --> 00:21:38,601 I would've had to rescue both of you. 516 00:21:38,645 --> 00:21:42,605 It was arrogant, reckless, dangerous. 517 00:21:42,649 --> 00:21:46,305 And pretty damn far from teamwork. 518 00:21:46,348 --> 00:21:49,482 [ Door opens ] 519 00:21:49,525 --> 00:21:51,397 What the hell are you doing in here? 520 00:21:51,440 --> 00:21:54,704 You're supposed to be up in pre-op. 521 00:21:54,748 --> 00:21:56,837 I called transport, and they're backed up. 522 00:21:56,880 --> 00:22:01,537 Well, then take your patient up yourself. Now. 523 00:22:03,322 --> 00:22:04,714 [ Indistinct conversations ] 524 00:22:04,758 --> 00:22:07,413 Hey. Hey! You all right? 525 00:22:07,456 --> 00:22:09,371 I have no idea what I'm doing with my life. 526 00:22:09,415 --> 00:22:10,764 Well, Meryl thinks you're a poet. 527 00:22:10,807 --> 00:22:12,026 Maybe you should start rhyming for a living. 528 00:22:12,069 --> 00:22:13,767 No, I'm serious. What if I made a mistake? 529 00:22:13,810 --> 00:22:16,291 Campbell gave me 10 seconds to choose surgery -- 530 00:22:16,335 --> 00:22:17,771 10 seconds for the rest of my life. 531 00:22:17,814 --> 00:22:19,599 Rorish calls this blue collar medicine, right? 532 00:22:19,642 --> 00:22:20,991 Well, I'm a blue collar guy. You're not.Oh, my -- 533 00:22:21,035 --> 00:22:22,602 -We're different, man. -That's such bull! 534 00:22:22,645 --> 00:22:24,299 No, it's not. 535 00:22:24,343 --> 00:22:26,780 Okay, so if you're blue collar or whatever, what am I? 536 00:22:26,823 --> 00:22:28,651 A surgeon. And Campbell sees it. 537 00:22:28,695 --> 00:22:30,523 Well, I don't. 538 00:22:30,566 --> 00:22:32,829 That's what you got me for. 539 00:22:32,873 --> 00:22:37,007 You'll believe in anything, even a crazy psychic, 540 00:22:37,051 --> 00:22:39,706 but you won't believe in yourself. 541 00:22:39,749 --> 00:22:45,625 ♪♪ 542 00:22:45,668 --> 00:22:48,541 -How is she? -I can't discuss other patients. 543 00:22:48,584 --> 00:22:51,065 Doctor, that girl is on my staff. 544 00:22:51,108 --> 00:22:52,806 I promised her father I would look after her. 545 00:22:52,849 --> 00:22:54,808 Is there anything you can tell me? 546 00:22:54,851 --> 00:22:58,812 -At this point, nothing, no. -She's like a daughter to us. 547 00:22:58,855 --> 00:23:01,467 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 548 00:23:01,510 --> 00:23:02,729 We'd like to see her. 549 00:23:02,772 --> 00:23:04,687 That is definitely not going to happen. 550 00:23:04,731 --> 00:23:07,647 Dr. Rorish, a word, please. 551 00:23:07,690 --> 00:23:09,910 [ Door opens ] 552 00:23:09,953 --> 00:23:12,086 [ Door closes ] 553 00:23:12,129 --> 00:23:14,958 -You look angry. -Nope, I'm not. 554 00:23:15,002 --> 00:23:16,873 It's not my problem. 555 00:23:16,917 --> 00:23:18,397 We're not supposed to get involved 556 00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:19,789 in the personal lives of our patients. 557 00:23:19,833 --> 00:23:21,008 Then why do you look like 558 00:23:21,051 --> 00:23:22,531 you're about to give birth to a rabbit? 559 00:23:22,575 --> 00:23:24,359 How come you look like you're about to give birth 560 00:23:24,403 --> 00:23:25,578 to a rabbit through your mouth? 561 00:23:25,621 --> 00:23:28,494 -That's hurtful. -Good. I feel better. 562 00:23:28,537 --> 00:23:31,714 You're welcome! 563 00:23:31,758 --> 00:23:33,890 [ Coin drops ] 564 00:23:36,676 --> 00:23:38,895 [ Tab fizzes ] 565 00:23:40,593 --> 00:23:42,769 Did you ever wanna be anything besides a doctor? 566 00:23:42,812 --> 00:23:45,032 When I was a kid, I wanted to be a drug dealer. 567 00:23:45,075 --> 00:23:48,383 Bad role models. 568 00:23:48,427 --> 00:23:50,864 Had a dance teacher once who said, 569 00:23:50,907 --> 00:23:53,910 "Spotlight doesn't find you, it chooses you." 570 00:23:53,954 --> 00:23:55,521 [ Chuckles ] 571 00:23:57,914 --> 00:23:59,133 There are times you jump so high, 572 00:23:59,176 --> 00:24:01,570 it feels like you're flying. 573 00:24:03,920 --> 00:24:07,446 All you hear is music and ballet shoes 574 00:24:07,489 --> 00:24:09,099 sliding on a Marley floor. 575 00:24:11,885 --> 00:24:14,801 Once you've had that, you don't let it go. 576 00:24:15,932 --> 00:24:19,022 You made the right choice, Noa. 577 00:24:19,066 --> 00:24:22,504 -You're where you belong. -I know. 578 00:24:22,548 --> 00:24:24,506 Do you? 579 00:24:24,550 --> 00:24:26,160 Do you know? 580 00:24:26,203 --> 00:24:30,773 Sometimes I just need you to listen. 581 00:24:30,817 --> 00:24:32,993 You don't have to fix it. 582 00:24:33,036 --> 00:24:35,169 I wasn't trying to f -- 583 00:24:35,212 --> 00:24:37,737 Trying to fix it. 584 00:24:37,780 --> 00:24:40,783 Yeah, I'll find you later, okay? [ Clears throat ] 585 00:24:43,786 --> 00:24:47,137 Abigail's out of surgery. She's doing well. 586 00:24:47,181 --> 00:24:48,791 You get to see her soon. 587 00:24:48,835 --> 00:24:51,664 Oh, thank you. Thank you. 588 00:24:51,707 --> 00:24:55,581 Hey, if you can't tell her, at least tell me. 589 00:24:55,624 --> 00:24:57,757 Tell you what? 590 00:24:57,800 --> 00:25:00,063 That you're in love with her. 591 00:25:00,107 --> 00:25:04,024 No, it's not like -- we were best friends. 592 00:25:04,067 --> 00:25:05,808 That's all. The three of us. 593 00:25:05,852 --> 00:25:08,811 Trips, dinners. 594 00:25:08,855 --> 00:25:11,553 We were like a family. 595 00:25:11,597 --> 00:25:15,949 When he got sick, it was all we did for, like, two years, 596 00:25:15,992 --> 00:25:17,559 try to make him better. 597 00:25:17,603 --> 00:25:20,475 Eventually, we just moved into the hospital. 598 00:25:20,519 --> 00:25:25,524 Mm-hmm.I know you mean well, Doc, but you got it wrong here. 599 00:25:25,567 --> 00:25:28,831 I know something about living your life 600 00:25:28,875 --> 00:25:31,617 for someone who's gone. 601 00:25:31,660 --> 00:25:33,575 I know it all too well. 602 00:25:33,619 --> 00:25:35,708 But you have to keep on living. 603 00:25:35,751 --> 00:25:38,841 And you can't do that with one foot in his grave. 604 00:25:38,885 --> 00:25:41,061 And how did you do that? 605 00:25:41,104 --> 00:25:42,932 I didn't say I did. 606 00:25:42,976 --> 00:25:46,632 This is more like, do as I say, not as I do. 607 00:25:46,675 --> 00:25:51,201 Well, I would if it were true, but it's just not. 608 00:25:51,245 --> 00:25:53,203 Okay. 609 00:25:53,247 --> 00:25:55,249 Whatever you say. 610 00:25:55,292 --> 00:25:59,558 And I don't even know how she feels, anyway. 611 00:26:01,255 --> 00:26:03,649 You don't look so good. 612 00:26:03,692 --> 00:26:05,172 You feelin' okay? 613 00:26:05,215 --> 00:26:07,566 -Not so great. -Whoa. Whoa, whoa, whoa. 614 00:26:07,609 --> 00:26:09,916 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ]Hey. I need some help in here! 615 00:26:12,571 --> 00:26:14,877 -What are you doing? -I've been discharged. 616 00:26:14,921 --> 00:26:16,836 Not by me, you haven't. 617 00:26:16,879 --> 00:26:19,099 I can't sleep on that drip. 618 00:26:19,142 --> 00:26:21,710 I chose this path a long time ago. 619 00:26:23,233 --> 00:26:25,845 I can't turn back now. 620 00:26:25,888 --> 00:26:29,022 Miles, don't. 621 00:26:31,241 --> 00:26:33,635 Please. 622 00:26:33,679 --> 00:26:43,645 ♪♪ 623 00:26:43,689 --> 00:26:53,655 ♪♪ 624 00:26:53,699 --> 00:27:03,665 ♪♪ 625 00:27:03,709 --> 00:27:13,675 ♪♪ 626 00:27:13,719 --> 00:27:15,677 ♪♪ 627 00:27:15,721 --> 00:27:17,331 Miles. 628 00:27:17,374 --> 00:27:19,638 ♪♪ 629 00:27:19,681 --> 00:27:21,727 I need a gurney over here! 630 00:27:27,123 --> 00:27:28,342 Danny, does it hurt when you breathe in? 631 00:27:28,385 --> 00:27:29,865 No, it's not that. 632 00:27:29,909 --> 00:27:31,301 What was his hemoglobin when he was brought in? 633 00:27:31,345 --> 00:27:33,216 His ultrasound came back negative for bleeding. 634 00:27:33,260 --> 00:27:35,175 And his hemoglobin's normal. 13.5. 635 00:27:35,218 --> 00:27:37,786 Okay, he's crashing. His hemoglobin's 7. 636 00:27:37,830 --> 00:27:39,832 He's bleeding internally. It's probably a hip fracture. 637 00:27:39,875 --> 00:27:41,616 Those like to hide. 638 00:27:41,660 --> 00:27:42,965 Then he needs Interventional Radiology for cauterization. 639 00:27:43,009 --> 00:27:44,750 We can't open him up and pack the wound. 640 00:27:44,793 --> 00:27:46,142 That's too risky, right?We don't have time for radiology. 641 00:27:46,186 --> 00:27:49,624 No, I did an IR rotation. I can cauterize. 642 00:27:49,668 --> 00:27:51,147 All right. 643 00:27:51,191 --> 00:27:52,975 I'll back you up. You drive. 644 00:27:53,019 --> 00:27:55,282 He was leaving AMA. I tried to stop him, but he collapsed. 645 00:27:55,325 --> 00:27:57,632 -Maintain compressions. -Jesse. 646 00:27:57,676 --> 00:28:02,637 [ Indistinct conversations ] 647 00:28:02,681 --> 00:28:05,335 His aneurysm's ruptured. He needs a thoracotomy now. 648 00:28:05,379 --> 00:28:06,946 Thoracotomy? 649 00:28:06,989 --> 00:28:08,817 [ Indistinct conversations ] 650 00:28:08,861 --> 00:28:10,776 All right, let's get him transfused. 651 00:28:12,821 --> 00:28:14,780 Hang 2 units. I can't believe we're doing this in the E.R. 652 00:28:14,823 --> 00:28:16,738 [ Indistinct conversations ] 653 00:28:16,782 --> 00:28:17,783 Scalpel. 654 00:28:17,826 --> 00:28:20,350 It's my patient. 655 00:28:20,394 --> 00:28:22,352 I'll do it. 656 00:28:23,789 --> 00:28:25,312 It's your call. 657 00:28:25,355 --> 00:28:29,664 ♪♪ 658 00:28:29,708 --> 00:28:30,796 Okay. 659 00:28:30,839 --> 00:28:33,015 -Here. -Get the rapid transfuser. 660 00:28:33,059 --> 00:28:35,278 -Coming in. -Hang 2 units of O-neg now. 661 00:28:35,322 --> 00:28:39,326 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 662 00:28:39,369 --> 00:28:41,154 Okay, that's right. 663 00:28:41,197 --> 00:28:42,938 Cut down the muscle. 664 00:28:44,723 --> 00:28:47,726 Extend all the way down the back. 665 00:28:47,769 --> 00:28:49,336 He's bradying down. 666 00:28:49,379 --> 00:28:53,166 ♪♪ 667 00:28:53,209 --> 00:28:54,341 Get intra-cardiac pads ready. 668 00:28:54,384 --> 00:28:56,343 I'm almost in the pericardium. 669 00:28:56,386 --> 00:28:57,779 Suction. 670 00:28:57,823 --> 00:29:00,434 Back to you. 671 00:29:00,477 --> 00:29:02,741 -I need to embolize. -What vessel are you embolizing? 672 00:29:02,784 --> 00:29:04,264 It's the external iliac artery. We need micro-coils. 673 00:29:04,307 --> 00:29:05,918 No, no, it's the right obturator artery. 674 00:29:05,961 --> 00:29:08,834 And no micro-coils. I need gel foam slurry now. 675 00:29:08,877 --> 00:29:10,923 That's right, Dr. Dixon. You have seconds. 676 00:29:10,966 --> 00:29:14,883 Pushing 1 mil slurry now. 677 00:29:14,927 --> 00:29:16,145 All right, now we're on... 678 00:29:16,189 --> 00:29:18,017 few more centimeters to the bleed. 679 00:29:18,060 --> 00:29:20,019 ♪♪ 680 00:29:20,062 --> 00:29:22,195 -Got it. -Reshoot the dye. 681 00:29:22,238 --> 00:29:24,763 And...no blood. 682 00:29:24,806 --> 00:29:26,721 Sharp eye, Dr. Dixon. 683 00:29:26,765 --> 00:29:28,723 Good job. Let's get him packed up for the ICU. 684 00:29:28,767 --> 00:29:30,856 ♪♪ 685 00:29:30,899 --> 00:29:32,988 Got it. And scalpel. 686 00:29:33,032 --> 00:29:35,382 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 687 00:29:35,425 --> 00:29:39,821 Dissecting. 688 00:29:39,865 --> 00:29:41,388 I'm in. Negative for tamponade. 689 00:29:41,431 --> 00:29:43,956 Dissecting away from the phrenic nerve. 690 00:29:43,999 --> 00:29:45,958 You're in for cross-clamp. On your go. 691 00:29:46,001 --> 00:29:47,394 I see the aorta. 692 00:29:47,437 --> 00:29:57,404 ♪♪ 693 00:29:57,447 --> 00:30:07,414 ♪♪ 694 00:30:07,457 --> 00:30:17,424 ♪♪ 695 00:30:17,467 --> 00:30:19,121 ♪♪ 696 00:30:19,165 --> 00:30:20,819 You know, I had a patient once who thought he was 697 00:30:20,862 --> 00:30:24,257 the benevolent ruler of Planet Ardon. [ Chuckles ] 698 00:30:24,300 --> 00:30:26,912 Retracting, Dr. Leighton. Over to me. 699 00:30:26,955 --> 00:30:29,784 And after saving his life, he had nothing to live for. 700 00:30:29,828 --> 00:30:33,092 I took his kingdom away. 701 00:30:33,135 --> 00:30:35,790 Pull back gently on the tissue. 702 00:30:35,834 --> 00:30:38,880 Maybe our psychic will still have some powers left. 703 00:30:38,924 --> 00:30:42,362 Her powers are a perfect mixture of cortisol, 704 00:30:42,405 --> 00:30:44,451 dopamine, and serotonin. 705 00:30:44,494 --> 00:30:45,931 It's just not gonna be the same. 706 00:30:45,974 --> 00:30:48,281 Don't get me wrong. I-I like your attitude. 707 00:30:48,324 --> 00:30:51,066 We have to be bigger than life up here. 708 00:30:51,110 --> 00:30:54,156 Scissors to Dr. Leighton. 709 00:30:54,200 --> 00:30:56,376 Can you read my mind? 710 00:30:56,419 --> 00:30:59,858 You want me to finish dissecting the tumor? 711 00:30:59,901 --> 00:31:01,468 Bingo. 712 00:31:01,511 --> 00:31:03,383 That's the hard part, isn't it? 713 00:31:03,426 --> 00:31:05,167 Find your powers, kid. 714 00:31:05,211 --> 00:31:08,083 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 715 00:31:08,127 --> 00:31:09,476 Metz, please. 716 00:31:09,519 --> 00:31:12,479 Dr. Leighton, "please" is an extra word. 717 00:31:12,522 --> 00:31:17,876 Got it, thanks. Uh, I mean, I got it. 718 00:31:17,919 --> 00:31:21,880 [ Sizzling ] 719 00:31:21,923 --> 00:31:23,359 Clamps, please. [ Sighs ] 720 00:31:24,926 --> 00:31:27,015 I mean, clamps. 721 00:31:27,059 --> 00:31:29,496 Down in the E.R., it's like Mad Libs. 722 00:31:29,539 --> 00:31:33,239 Up here, it's more like a haiku. 723 00:31:33,282 --> 00:31:34,414 It's poetry. 724 00:31:34,457 --> 00:31:37,199 Did you say poetry? 725 00:31:37,243 --> 00:31:39,506 Are you a poet, Dr. Leighton? 726 00:31:39,549 --> 00:31:43,205 ♪♪ 727 00:31:43,249 --> 00:31:45,338 Yes, I am. 728 00:31:45,381 --> 00:31:49,081 Close her up. 729 00:31:49,124 --> 00:31:51,387 Well, on top of everything, 730 00:31:51,431 --> 00:31:54,173 your hospital has terrible cell coverage. 731 00:31:54,216 --> 00:31:58,960 I really wouldn't know. I still use a rotary phone. 732 00:31:59,004 --> 00:32:03,008 Hey. 733 00:32:03,051 --> 00:32:05,967 Look, I don't know what she told you, 734 00:32:06,011 --> 00:32:09,014 but I suggest you take it with a grain of salt. 735 00:32:10,624 --> 00:32:12,104 Why would she lie? 736 00:32:12,147 --> 00:32:14,454 She's mad he never left me. Um, she wants money. 737 00:32:14,497 --> 00:32:17,718 She was your student. Is that really what you think? 738 00:32:17,761 --> 00:32:21,678 Look, my husband may be many things, 739 00:32:21,722 --> 00:32:23,767 but he never would've left her there to die. 740 00:32:23,811 --> 00:32:25,944 [ Whispers ] Is that what you think she said? 741 00:32:25,987 --> 00:32:29,599 God only knows what she said. 742 00:32:29,643 --> 00:32:34,474 Who was gonna get rid of the bracelet? You? Or him? 743 00:32:34,517 --> 00:32:36,084 Hmm? 744 00:32:37,781 --> 00:32:41,481 For 20 years, I drank the coffee at this hospital. 745 00:32:41,524 --> 00:32:44,005 Horrible. 746 00:32:44,049 --> 00:32:45,746 Now I couldn't tell you what day it happened, 747 00:32:45,789 --> 00:32:49,489 but I finally had enough. 748 00:32:49,532 --> 00:32:56,539 I was done drinking the mud, dirt. Yeah. 749 00:32:58,933 --> 00:33:01,153 Mm. 750 00:33:01,196 --> 00:33:03,546 I go across the street now. 751 00:33:05,592 --> 00:33:08,247 [ Siren wailing in distance ] 752 00:33:08,290 --> 00:33:12,077 ♪♪ 753 00:33:12,120 --> 00:33:13,904 You know how many boxes of tissue 754 00:33:13,948 --> 00:33:16,037 we go through here in a week? 755 00:33:16,081 --> 00:33:19,040 No. How many? 756 00:33:19,084 --> 00:33:20,694 Denise! 757 00:33:20,737 --> 00:33:23,697 How many boxes of tissue do we go through here in a week? 758 00:33:25,090 --> 00:33:27,135 Just kidding. 759 00:33:27,179 --> 00:33:29,050 Denise got fired.[ Door opens ] 760 00:33:29,094 --> 00:33:30,704 [ Laughter ] 761 00:33:30,747 --> 00:33:33,663 Your mom is at LAX. 762 00:33:33,707 --> 00:33:35,622 -She's in a cab. -[ Exhales ] 763 00:33:35,665 --> 00:33:38,016 When she gets here, I think maybe we should all talk. 764 00:33:38,059 --> 00:33:41,236 It's okay to tell your story. 765 00:33:41,280 --> 00:33:44,065 I want you to know how supported you are. 766 00:33:44,109 --> 00:33:46,894 Dr. Rorish. 767 00:33:46,937 --> 00:33:48,939 Uh, no, no, no. You cannot be here. 768 00:33:48,983 --> 00:33:50,115 -Please. -Out. 769 00:33:50,158 --> 00:33:53,683 I know what he did. 770 00:33:53,727 --> 00:33:55,076 -Okay? -Please. 771 00:33:55,120 --> 00:33:58,123 Fine. 772 00:33:58,166 --> 00:34:08,089 ♪♪ 773 00:34:08,133 --> 00:34:13,573 ♪♪ 774 00:34:13,616 --> 00:34:16,837 I'll give it to the police if you want. 775 00:34:19,274 --> 00:34:20,754 Thank you, Mrs. Reeves, 776 00:34:20,797 --> 00:34:22,625 but maybe you should give her a minute. 777 00:34:22,669 --> 00:34:25,889 -Okay. -No, it's -- it's okay. 778 00:34:31,199 --> 00:34:33,984 I'm sorry. 779 00:34:34,028 --> 00:34:36,074 I didn't mean to hurt your family. 780 00:34:38,032 --> 00:34:41,383 Cameron, none of this is your fault. 781 00:34:42,950 --> 00:34:45,866 I should've known this was gonna happen. 782 00:34:47,998 --> 00:34:49,696 I was your teacher. 783 00:34:52,786 --> 00:34:54,962 I should've taken care of you. 784 00:34:56,006 --> 00:35:01,925 [ Crying ] 785 00:35:04,189 --> 00:35:05,929 I'm so sorry. 786 00:35:08,802 --> 00:35:10,934 [ Continues crying ] 787 00:35:13,285 --> 00:35:17,332 You know, Ariel's gonna grow up one day soon, 788 00:35:17,376 --> 00:35:21,031 and she's gonna need a job. 789 00:35:21,075 --> 00:35:25,210 Relax. You got a few years. 790 00:35:25,253 --> 00:35:28,169 I know, but... 791 00:35:28,213 --> 00:35:33,783 What I do now makes all the difference then. 792 00:35:33,827 --> 00:35:36,395 [ Telephone ringing in distance ] 793 00:35:36,438 --> 00:35:39,746 -You being cared for? -I'm just taking in the sights. 794 00:35:39,789 --> 00:35:41,182 Ah. 795 00:35:41,226 --> 00:35:43,663 I just had a tumor removed. 796 00:35:43,706 --> 00:35:45,665 Oh. How are you feeling? 797 00:35:45,708 --> 00:35:49,016 Me? I'm amazing. 798 00:35:49,059 --> 00:35:51,758 Then carry on. 799 00:35:51,801 --> 00:35:53,412 He doesn't blame you. 800 00:35:53,455 --> 00:35:55,240 [ Siren wailing in distance ] 801 00:35:55,283 --> 00:35:57,285 I'm sorry? 802 00:35:57,329 --> 00:36:00,332 Your brother. Robert. 803 00:36:00,375 --> 00:36:02,812 He wishes he could've told you that. 804 00:36:02,856 --> 00:36:09,689 Man: ♪ I watch the work of my kin bold and boyful ♪ 805 00:36:09,732 --> 00:36:15,216 ♪ Toying somewhere between love and abuse ♪ 806 00:36:15,260 --> 00:36:21,048 ♪ Calling to join them, the wretched and joyful ♪ 807 00:36:21,091 --> 00:36:22,441 ♪ Shaking the wings... 808 00:36:22,484 --> 00:36:27,010 You were right. He should've been admitted immediately. 809 00:36:27,054 --> 00:36:32,190 We deal with people, Dr. Kean, not just disease. 810 00:36:32,233 --> 00:36:33,843 When it mattered most, 811 00:36:33,887 --> 00:36:36,716 you were a doctor. 812 00:36:36,759 --> 00:36:39,153 I'm gonna go see him. 813 00:36:39,197 --> 00:36:40,763 Yeah. 814 00:36:42,504 --> 00:36:44,419 Can I ask you a question? 815 00:36:46,116 --> 00:36:49,250 Why did you stop dancing? 816 00:36:49,294 --> 00:36:53,254 I don't know. 817 00:36:53,298 --> 00:36:55,865 Maybe I was always at the mercy of someone else. 818 00:36:55,909 --> 00:36:59,129 If I didn't have control over something that precious, 819 00:36:59,173 --> 00:37:00,348 I'd rather no one did. 820 00:37:00,392 --> 00:37:02,959 Yeah. 821 00:37:03,003 --> 00:37:06,267 -Medicine's just as dramatic. -[ Laughs ] 822 00:37:06,311 --> 00:37:08,269 [ Door opens ] 823 00:37:08,313 --> 00:37:10,228 ♪♪ 824 00:37:10,271 --> 00:37:11,925 [ Door closes ] 825 00:37:11,968 --> 00:37:15,450 I must look like the vengeful Queen of the Wilis in Giselle. 826 00:37:15,494 --> 00:37:18,453 Sorry, but she's wearing a white tutu. 827 00:37:18,497 --> 00:37:22,370 You look much worse. 828 00:37:22,414 --> 00:37:23,763 [ Sighs ] 829 00:37:23,806 --> 00:37:26,461 But you're alive. 830 00:37:26,505 --> 00:37:27,897 Am I? 831 00:37:27,941 --> 00:37:31,205 Yes. 832 00:37:31,249 --> 00:37:33,773 You're gonna live a long time. 833 00:37:33,816 --> 00:37:37,777 Recovery should be about 9 months. 834 00:37:37,820 --> 00:37:40,345 You'll be back. 835 00:37:40,388 --> 00:37:42,434 100% back? 836 00:37:42,477 --> 00:37:44,958 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 837 00:37:45,001 --> 00:37:47,395 85, 90%. 838 00:37:50,355 --> 00:37:53,880 I'm gonna be 40 in 9 months. 839 00:37:53,923 --> 00:37:57,144 Sorry, but I'm gonna need the full 100. 840 00:37:57,187 --> 00:37:59,059 ♪♪ 841 00:37:59,102 --> 00:38:02,845 Martha Graham was right. 842 00:38:02,889 --> 00:38:05,195 "A dancer dies twice -- 843 00:38:05,239 --> 00:38:10,157 "once when they stop dancing, 844 00:38:10,200 --> 00:38:14,509 "and then this first death is... 845 00:38:14,553 --> 00:38:16,294 the most painful." 846 00:38:19,558 --> 00:38:21,603 There's something worse, you know? 847 00:38:25,999 --> 00:38:27,827 To never have danced at all. 848 00:38:27,870 --> 00:38:32,484 ♪ With her sweetened breath and her tongue so mean ♪ 849 00:38:32,527 --> 00:38:36,966 ♪ She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene ♪ 850 00:38:37,010 --> 00:38:41,841 ♪ With her straw-blonde hair, and her arms hard and lean ♪ 851 00:38:41,884 --> 00:38:48,064 ♪ She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene ♪ 852 00:38:52,504 --> 00:38:55,289 [ Inhales deeply ] Ready? 853 00:38:55,333 --> 00:38:56,986 No. 854 00:38:57,030 --> 00:38:58,379 Okay. 855 00:38:58,423 --> 00:39:04,385 ♪♪ 856 00:39:04,429 --> 00:39:08,476 You know, sometimes I want you to fix it. 857 00:39:10,435 --> 00:39:12,393 [ Elevator bell dings in distance ] 858 00:39:14,569 --> 00:39:16,876 You don't need a stage to fly. 859 00:39:16,919 --> 00:39:20,358 You were amazing today. 860 00:39:20,401 --> 00:39:22,621 You saved his life. 861 00:39:22,664 --> 00:39:27,060 ♪ Freshly dissolved in some frozen devotion ♪ 862 00:39:27,103 --> 00:39:31,238 ♪ No more alone or myself could I be ♪ 863 00:39:31,281 --> 00:39:32,544 ♪ Looks like I strayed... 864 00:39:32,587 --> 00:39:34,241 She's asleep. 865 00:39:34,284 --> 00:39:35,895 ♪ To the arms it were open 866 00:39:35,938 --> 00:39:39,246 Oh, God. What if she gets mad? What if she wants -- 867 00:39:39,289 --> 00:39:42,597 You both almost died. 868 00:39:42,641 --> 00:39:44,425 Grow a pair. 869 00:39:44,469 --> 00:39:48,081 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 870 00:39:48,124 --> 00:39:49,909 ♪♪ 871 00:39:49,952 --> 00:39:53,260 It was definitely kale. 872 00:39:53,303 --> 00:39:54,914 Is she okay? 873 00:39:54,957 --> 00:39:57,438 Yeah, she's just waking up. 874 00:39:57,482 --> 00:40:01,268 I think it was in Topanga Canyon. 875 00:40:01,311 --> 00:40:03,575 Topanga. 876 00:40:03,618 --> 00:40:06,665 Okay. Abigail... 877 00:40:06,708 --> 00:40:08,623 You ordered steak. 878 00:40:08,667 --> 00:40:11,931 I got a kale salad, right? 879 00:40:11,974 --> 00:40:14,586 I have something I want to tell you, okay? 880 00:40:14,629 --> 00:40:16,675 It was definitely kale. 881 00:40:16,718 --> 00:40:20,592 Maybe now is not... the best time. 882 00:40:20,635 --> 00:40:22,942 You're obviously a little groggy. 883 00:40:22,985 --> 00:40:25,423 I'll just sit here, and you can get some rest. 884 00:40:25,466 --> 00:40:27,990 It's okay, Danny. 885 00:40:29,165 --> 00:40:31,037 I love you, too. 886 00:40:32,517 --> 00:40:36,346 I almost told you that night in Topanga. 887 00:40:36,390 --> 00:40:39,480 -I got cold feet. -[ Gasps ] 888 00:40:39,524 --> 00:40:41,308 He wouldn't be mad at us, Danny. 889 00:40:41,351 --> 00:40:44,485 He'd be so happy. 890 00:40:44,529 --> 00:40:54,495 ♪♪ 891 00:40:54,539 --> 00:40:59,152 ♪♪ 892 00:40:59,195 --> 00:41:00,980 That was our first kiss. You know that? 893 00:41:01,023 --> 00:41:02,503 I was not aware of that. 894 00:41:02,547 --> 00:41:05,114 He overshares. Rick used to call him the "chick flick." 895 00:41:05,158 --> 00:41:06,986 Sounds about right to me. 896 00:41:07,029 --> 00:41:10,250 Okay, as long as we're being honest, 897 00:41:10,293 --> 00:41:12,339 he hated Big Sur. 898 00:41:12,382 --> 00:41:14,297 The only reason he went up there all the time was because of you. 899 00:41:14,341 --> 00:41:17,997 You're kidding. Well, when why were we taking his ashes there? 900 00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:20,303 I don't know. I wanted to do it in L.A. 901 00:41:20,347 --> 00:41:22,001 I mean, that's where he grew up. 902 00:41:22,044 --> 00:41:23,655 Where is he, anyway? 903 00:41:23,698 --> 00:41:25,308 I thought he was with you. 904 00:41:25,352 --> 00:41:28,137 Oh, Rick's in my locker. He's fine. 905 00:41:28,181 --> 00:41:30,749 Doctor, can you do us a favor? 906 00:41:32,707 --> 00:41:37,016 ♪ Feeling more human and hooked on her flesh ♪ 907 00:41:37,059 --> 00:41:42,674 ♪ I lay my heart down with the rest at her feet ♪ 908 00:41:42,717 --> 00:41:44,414 You ready? 909 00:41:44,458 --> 00:41:47,374 As ready as we'll ever be. 910 00:41:47,417 --> 00:41:50,551 ♪ Bloody and raw, but I swear it is sweet ♪ 911 00:41:50,595 --> 00:41:53,728 Danny told me you lost someone, too? 912 00:41:53,772 --> 00:41:56,209 Yeah. 913 00:41:56,252 --> 00:41:59,255 ♪ She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene ♪ 914 00:41:59,299 --> 00:42:01,040 I'm sorry. 915 00:42:01,083 --> 00:42:05,174 ♪ With her straw-blond hair, her arms hard and lean ♪ 916 00:42:05,218 --> 00:42:10,571 ♪ She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene ♪ 917 00:42:13,443 --> 00:42:18,318 ♪ Leash-less confusion, I wander the concrete ♪ 918 00:42:18,361 --> 00:42:21,669 ♪ Wonder if better now having survived ♪ 919 00:42:21,713 --> 00:42:26,456 ♪ Jarring of judgment and reasons defeat ♪ 920 00:42:26,500 --> 00:42:32,593 ♪ The sweet heat of her breath, in my mouth I'm alive ♪ 921 00:42:43,212 --> 00:42:53,179 ♪♪ 922 00:42:53,222 --> 00:43:02,536 ♪♪